Scary thoughts

Ever since I was a little girl I wanted to go to UTK for college. I dreamed about going there and being in a sorority and making tons of friends and having the time of my life. Then one day that was no longer the dream. I don't know what changed my mind, it just happened one day. And now, I only find myself second guessing everything. One day I wanna go to UTC, the next I want to stay at Motlow for a year, and occassionally I just want to go to MTSU. I always said I would never go to MTSU, but one day it didn't seem so bad anymore. It's still my last choice but sometimes I think it would just be easy. I'm too scared to actually commit to choosing one place because I'm scared I will regret it. That no matter what I choose to do I will unhappy and think I made the wrong decision. I'm scared that if I go away I'll end up hating it and come back home after a semester and feel like a failure. I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life, and don't feel like I'm old enough to decide, so why is it that this is the age people want you to? I talk myself into changing my mind at least twice a day, but pretty soon I'm gonna have to make a definate decision and I'm not ready to.

The Truth

Truth #1: This was the only day we had school this week on account of snow, and I got out at 11:25 cause I only have 2 classes! But, we will have to make up 3 days, which is really sad :( We had the most snow I am pretty sure I have ever seen in my life! It was like 8 inches! (that's what she said haha)

Truth #2: I am obssessed with Tumblr! The other night, it was really late and me and my friends were like hey lets get Tumblr's, so we did, and stayed up till 4 on it. We decided Tumblr is the ultimate trolling website. Ha. (My link for this and all other websites is in the sidebar)

Truth #3: I am stressing about things that I really shouldn't be yet. For example I am stressing about what to do about prom, and prom isn't until April! Crazy, I know.

Truth #4: I think senior year is going by way too fast! It always seems like the years go by really slow, and now when I want it to go slow, it is flying by, and I don't like it! I don't feel like I am old enough to be graduating. I feel like I need more time before it's all over.

Truth #5: Last night I ushered for a play, and when I was driving home there was a big patch of ice at the stop sign in my neighborhood. So, I am driving along and try to stop at the stop sign and my brakes don't do anything, and I just slide! It was scary, but there were no other cars so it was alright.

2010 in pics

So, sorry it didn't get out the next day, but things happened and got in the way. But tomorrow will be the third day in a row my school will be out for snow! I'm pretty sure that is a school record! We are usually lucky to get one every other year. haha. But more on that later. Without further delay here was my year in pictures.

 

 

Hope your year was as exciting as mine and looking foward to a great 2011.

TTFN

goodbye 2010, hello 2011

So, as 2010 has come to a close I figured it would be a good thing to have a recap of my year. Here is what I have accomplished (or more like done funwise) this past year.


January
      -had a snow day
      -best friends birthday/surprise party
      -Mom's birthday
February
      -my birthday
      -Chelsea's birthday
      -our chocolate birthday party
      -another snow day
      -met one of my now best friends
March
      -Interact Convention
      -Spring Break
      -took the ACT ugh!
April
      -started Zumba
          -Junior prom
May
      -Dance recital
      -graduation for my senior friends :(
June
      -work at the baseball fields
      -best friend left for AL
      -CMA Fest
      -Riverbend Fest
      -senior pictures eek!
July
      -4th of July
      -lots of tie dye parties
      -first day of senior year
August
      -Katie's 9th birthday party
      -beginning of epic football season
September
      -more football games
      -ACT....again
October
      -Disney (sorry I never posted that, I'll post a picture recap tomorrow)
      -MTSU homecoming game for A's birthday
      -National Honor Society Halloween party
November
      -football playoff games
      -LAX tourney with bff
      -UTC visit day with other bff
      -Black Friday shopping at midnight
      -Rockettes
Decmeber
      -NHS Christmas party
      -snow day
      -Christmas Concert of chorus
      -Movie and game nights
      -Christmas awesomness
      -Battle of the bands in Nashville
      -Music City Bowl
      -New Year's Party epicness
It was a pretty epic year and I hope that 2011 will top it! So, until tomorrow.

TTFN

Merry Christmas To You

Hope everyone has a wonderful and funfilled Christmas!

 

 

 

 



snow day

So, if the title did not tip you off today was the first and probably last snow day of the year. In our town, we are lucky to ever get one with usually a few years in between each snow day. But today was one! So, in honor of this day I decided to finally post and share with you the wonderfulness of the snow! Now on with the pictures!

TTFN

Guess who got tagged

So, I was tagged by the lovely S over at Confessions Of A Boring Girl, and I thought it would be the perfect time to make up for my lack of blogging lately. So without further delay....


Four Shows I Watch: Vampire Diaries, Glee, The Buried Life, and World of Jenks.



Four Things I'm Passionate About: Dance, friends and family, helping other people, and music.

Four Phrases I Say A Lot: Woo, Prolly, and I cannot think of anymore :( sorry.
 Four Things I've Learned from the Past:
1. Don't worry about what other people think.
2. Sometimes it's ok to follow the crowd.
3. Don't forget about your friends that you have known forever.
4. No matter what I'll always have my family.

Four Places I Would Like to Go: Ireland, New York, Disney World (always), and EnglandFour Things I Did Yesterday: School, Eat, Babysit, and write a paper.

Four Things I'm Looking Forward to: Thanksgiving, Black Friday, Christsmas Break, The Rockettes
Four Things I Love About Winter: Winter coats, Christmas shopping, wishing for snow, and Christmas food
Four Things on My Wish List: New TOMS, The Vampire Diaries Season 1, Taylor Swift concert tickets, and NKOTBSB tickets.

Ok, so I tag:
Chelsea at Chelly Belly
Sarah at From the Desk of Sarah
Lauren at Busy Bee Lauren
Karina at a la karina

TTFN