Letters to.....who knows

So, somehow I got the inspiration to write letters to people in my life, just getting some things off my chest. (No real names will be used.)

Dear old friend,
          Sometimes I wonder how different my life would be if we were still friends. After all that happened there were times when all I wanted was to go up to you and say sorry so we could be friends again. But then you would do or say something or act a certain way and I would be glad we weren't friends. Even now there are some times when I feel like I should apologize give you my reasoning for why things happened, but I don't. Maybe one day I will though.
                                                                          

Dear distant friend,
          I hate how we use to be so close, but at one point we could be in the same room and never talk. We use to be able to spend all weekend and summers together, but now we barely see each other. Granted we grew older and other things happened, but I still miss the way we could have so much fun doing almost nothing. Almost half of my best "childhood" memories have you involved in some way. Things have been a lot better recently, but I don't know how long that will last or if things will only get worse, but I really hope that one day we can get things back to the way they use to be.

Dear recent friend,
          This year because of other friends and an idiotic class we became incredibly close. There are some things I would tell you and no one else. I love how that in the short time we have known each other we have done so many things and have enough inside jokes and stories to tell that it would look like an outsider that we have been friends for years. I hate that you had to leave so early, but cannot wait until we have visiting time and present sending for all the years apart.

Dear crazy friend,
          We have been friends for many years, and many people seem to wonder how. If you met us separately you would never guess we'd be friends. On the outside we are complete opposites. You are really outgoing and up for anything while I am more shy and a little more cautious. But I think that's part of the reason why we have been friends for so long. We balance each other out. You get me to do some things I otherwise wouldn't have, and I keep you from getting too crazy. After all that we have been through I'm sure that we will be able to make it through anything.

Dear best friend,
          Through all our many friend dumpings we somehow made it through them together. We have had so many awesomly fun times together, and always seem to find something to do when we are together, even though we usually can't stay up very late. I love having a friend who likes most of the same things and thinks the same things are funny. It's so great to have someone who I don't have to worry about who I am with and what you will think of me because I know we don't have to worry about that kind of stuff. And I really like that through all of our fights with other friends we never let that get in the way of our friendship and looked past what else was going on and stayed friends. No matter what happens with all my other friends I know that I will always have you there to help me, and you will always have me.

                                                                       To all with love by Adrian
                                                                                        TTFN